ellentmond

• to lie cross to one's experience

• to stultify oneself

• conflicting, contradictory, cross, inconsistent, perverse, thwarting

• clash, conflict, contradiction, discrepancy, inconsequence, inconsistency, paradox, variance

• to conflict

• perverse mood

• to challenge

• assertive, authoritative, bossy, dogmatic, imperative, imperatorial, magisterial, peremptory, self-assertive

• peremptorily

• assertively

• inconsistency

• conflicting